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Kakapos

2011-02-22T20:29:00.001+08:00

♥

2010-10-17T14:37:00.002+08:00

yesterday had a happy start and moody ending. yesterday was saturday. there wasnt cell but i still wake up at like 9plus? sian. played TABOOOOO at mindcafe :DDDDDD first time there. super funnnn! :D went to the edge this week. urara jiamin and jolene fo valere shawn ho darren toh joel koh jonathon zhang and jonas went there todayyyyy! :D SO MANY PEOPLE! :D but it ended with much much flashback :( i remember the day that i cry so so badly. :'( moody ending :(

cell sleepover :D

2010-09-08T20:31:00.003+08:00

well, im just back yesterday. one word, AWESOME! Amadea's house is oh my goodness big. hahha! it has a basement and 3 stories. that make FOUR STORIES HIGH! so freaking cool! :D i didnt eat much though, but when im hungry, OMAN, NO FOOD! :( hahahaha! trudy,jialing,natasha and i played table soccer! soooo fun! we screamed like hell! so nervous and scary. AHHH! :D then we went to eat. one chicken wing :O HAHAHHA! anyway, we went back down. CAMWHORE AND PLAY POOL! it has been super long since i played pool! :DDDD SO HAPPY! :D we watched a movie called terminator or smth. its all robots etc. confusing but touching in the end. we ate chips :D half way through the movie, xueen came with sam. after the movie we went down to the basement and affirm xueen :D AWWWW.... TOUCHING MOMENTSSS :D everyone became very tired so painted my nails and went to sleep :D

the next day, i got RUDLY awaken by the guys. THEY PULL MY BLANKET! D: but in the end went back to sleepuntil nine :( went downstairs, they are playing guitar hero :D ate breakfast and stone. point, i havent fully wake up. watch ophan. omg omg omg! HAHAHAHHAA! :D it wasnt as scary as expected, but still quite : EWWWW! and WTF! HAHAHA! the guys were like screaming. HAHHAHA! they were more scared than me! IMAGINE THAT! :D after that the guys went to swim and i got pushed into the pool. thanks ah people. but, okay, i got to admit, it was fun :D hahaha! the guys took videos of themselves jumping into the pool. DAM DAM FUNNY! " THE THEME IS SEXY." WHAT?!" LOL! hahhahaa! ate fried rice and chicken wing. then after that played pool! :D then eat mac :DDDD then went down and play pool again. camwhore abit thenwent home. simple yet fun! :D totally enjoyed myself. MUST HAVE ANOTHER SLEEPOVER! YAY! AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D

YAY! (:

2010-08-26T18:16:00.000+08:00

FAITH thinks that New Life Worship songs are nice! (:

TRIGO

2010-08-25T20:59:00.002+08:00

i hate trigoooo :( its so freaking hard! i realised i cant press a calculator correctly! :O! OMG. crap. study hard study hard! :( i must endure for this ONE MONTH &&& its overrrr! :DDDD tehehe. Joel Koh and Elton Lim are liars! OMG! they say trigo is dam easy, WHERE GOT EASY! okay, maybe its just me, but UGH! :( i am going to flunk my freaking a&emath paper! :(

我知道-by2

2010-08-19T18:39:00.000+08:00

从来没想过
不能再和你牵手
委屈时候
没有你陪着我心痛

一切都是我太过骄纵
以为你会懂
一直忘了说
我有多感动

我知道你还是爱着我
虽然分开的理由
我们都以接受

你知道我会有多难过
所以即使到最后
还微笑着要我加油

我知道你还放不下我
才会在离开时
闭着眼没有回头

我们都知道彼此心中
其实这份爱没停过

曾经吻着幸福的梦
在脑海里头
我多希望你还在我左右

答应你我会好好过
不让这些眼泪白流

18.18.18

2010-08-17T22:34:00.003+08:00

i PASSED GEOGRAPHY! for once! happy, happier, happiest person now(: well, TOMORROW IS THE 18TH! :( but i think im coping it well(: YAY ME! i need to jiayou still(: okay, training today was rather fun. i hardly say that but yea, it was ALOT more enjoyable than expected(: hehehe. i think things are turning to change for the better now(:

imissyou

2010-08-04T17:10:00.003+08:00

thanks for all the joy you have given me.
while walking home, i miss those days.
days that you send me home
days where you pick me up
days we talk at the hospital
days where we talk at HDB
days where you do those funny and cute emotion.

today, it was hard to endure, i screwed up my whole english and s.s paper. i was thinking of him the whole time. i miss joel. well, its only right to move on although my hearts says "nooo, you know you miss him and love him alot." but my mind says "this love was another chapter of your life. now, move on." i dunt know how i should really feel and react. many people told me to smile and stuff today. i manage to put on a fake smile, some was real cause i wasnt thinking about him or i should say my mind was filled with other stuff. i asked him about maths today. i wanted to cry. i could see the tears covering half of my eye. i cant help but not talk. i really felt like walking away. but i know i cant hide forever. its just, now, i feel like i have been stab, at the heart. i miss you so much you know? but i remember Gerald told me that i feel sad hurt, but Joel feels guilty. i think he is kinda right. but why must it be during common test that such a thing happen. now, thinking of the promise i wanted you to make, i find myself so stupid cause i thought it was sure to last till after EOY. i guess i was wrong about it.. well, i dunt know what i should be doing now. i have no mood for anything. my whole mind is Joel Koh, I miss you.

FML

2010-08-01T13:39:00.002+08:00

words are just words,
but the tongue is a killer.
if i can turn back in time,
i wish i was never born into this cruel world
or at least i have a sibling.
someone who can share the pain with me
now, no one is talking
i dunt understand why they are making me study
what's wrong with the world and grades ?
i dunt like being forced to study, i really hate it
isnt is contradicting that poor students wsants to study while the richer ones wish they dunt have to?
well, im sure God have his reasons
its just, we cant see it
i dunt see any blessing in my life currently.
parents not talking
bee not talking( we have been distanced D: )
currently crying out to God but not having any reply
what kind of blessing is it?
where is my blessing God?
why cant i see it?
i hate my life now, seriously
FML

nightmare

2010-07-31T23:26:00.002+08:00

things are never great since the start of term 3. problems problems and more problems. i feel like just waking up from this nightmare, which i cant. my dad took away my phone, i dunt know when i am freaking gonna get it back. i dunt see God's pressence all of a sudden. what happen to the always happy faith? the ans is gone. FML

TAIWAN!

2010-06-24T14:24:00.002+08:00

the view was super nice.
mr men and little miss group. unintentionally. SO COOL!

JUNE HOLIDAYS!

2010-06-14T11:04:00.003+08:00

ITS THE MIDDLE OF THE JUNE HOLIDAYS ALREADY! &&&& im still stuck. stuck with all my stupid homework. ugh. well lets see, i've done only the two maths! thats damn it pathetic. S.S homework is killing me. typing typing typing, wht's worse, its stuff about Sri Lanka. i dunt even see the stupid link! okay, i shall stop complaining. im going Taiwan soon(:never been there before. THATS SO EXCITING!(: hahahas! going with parents, counsins, aunties,uncles and grandma. so excited.its been long since we all go out liddat, besides going to bintan and malaysia which we all go freaking often. cant wait to see TAIPEI 101. :DDDD and hopefully can see nice scenary. BLESS THE WEATHER! :D im excited! :D

imissyoulove.

Taman with 3HUMILITY= AWESOME♥

2010-05-29T15:27:00.003+08:00

Taman was so freaking fun and awesome(: we had outdoor cooking. confidence night walk. abseiling. caving.rafting. trekking. canapy walk &&&& rapid shooting.

DAY ONE(:
i had to wake up at 5plus. so freaking early! went schl with catherine. had briefing and went up to the bus. started playing games. zi high. hahahas. reach sg custom then went to malaysia custom. went up malaysia bus. the bus oka luh, i expected it to be worse.hehehe. slept. reach the class we suppose to eat lunch. ate some noodle thing. taste abit digusting? hahahas. didnt eat finish :O bought some tibits(: hehehe. went up bus, slept again. half way through, our bus tyre burst -.- whole class had to split up. :( went to 3FAITH bus. they all sleeping. dam dam scary. when i FINALLY fell asleep, had to leave the bus -.- had to wait 30mins for the bus. craped(: hhehehe. sit the bus, slept. reached taman(tekam), look around, omg, faints. all trees grass etc. look at the toilet, immediately turned off. got down the bus, MOSQUITO EVERYWHERE. what the shit sia, crap. went up to the cave, look at he tent, first reaction, so small!!!!!!!!! went down for outdoor cooking. cooked maggie meee, sausage and some curry chicken thing.hehehe. had night walk, dam freaking. i was scared like shit. had prayer and worship as a class, dam awesome! the toilet was disgusting. but cause it was cold water, so quite shuang(: got one cubical got FROG :O had a hard time sleeping. but manage to sleep anyway(:

DAY TWO(:
woke up at 5.30.dam early. washed up. saw one super big cockroach. SCARY. abseiling was dam scary, but freaking nice (: dam fun. but i was FREAKING SCARED when i was up there. hahahahs. and i think i dam cui. :X caving was dam AWESOME. it built up our class class spirit. dam nice. everyone cared for each other, make sure no one was injured. its a sight never to be forgotten. the cave view was soooooooo beautiful(: hehehehhee. went back all dirty and muddy. didnt eat much. waited 1hour for the bus -.- went for river rafting(: dam dam fun! hahahahs. our raft was secured :)) shawn got bitten by leech. :O but due to caving. he say not pain :) had night prayer meet(: freaking awesome. sleep in aircon room (: cause my dorm got bed bugs :O AIR CON! FINALLY

DAY THREE(:
woke up at 6 :O had trekking today. HATE TREKKING. dam long somemore. and alot of FLIES! Joyce fell. take care(: canapy walk was alright. except alot of flies. but there were butterflies. dam nice. RAPID SHOOTING WAS AWESOME! got all wet. hehehehe. splash alot of water on each other(: dam fun. hehehe. AWESOME DAY! had chalets tonight (: hehehee. had night prayer alot of people. freaking awesome! if only everyday is camp. this camp feels like an outreach (: had clique talk. BONDING SESSION!(: yay! hehehehe. played itouch with chalet mates(: dam fun. hahahas. talked with catherine, christabel, valere, yiling, evelyn. hahahahas.alot of random stuff. BONDING! camwhore with val and cat. went to sleep at ONE :O

DAY FOUR(:
the bus ride was fun and awesome. hyper sia but fun. hehehee. i misss taman! home sweet home
[ i very lazy type le, just know, its awesome(: ]

hot is for 3h h u m i l i t y
hip is for 3h h u m i l i t y
<3

confused.

2010-05-23T08:09:00.002+08:00

one moment you are alright and the next moment you are not. u promised and u break. i promise and get scolded if i break. how cruel can this world be? is like, today you are sweet and tmr, u wanna break up. its very confusing. what are your feelings for me? all i ever wanted from you was to keep the promises u made to me. it feels like a one sided affection. or am i just too soft towards you? i really really dunt know what you want anymore. you said u are numbed, i think i am too. still, i love you and i hope u feel the same way too.

ONE MORE DAY!

2010-05-12T14:32:00.002+08:00

tmr is the last day of my examinations. im really super happy, is like, FINALLY~! hehehheee. chemistr and dnt tmr. I HATE CHEMISTRY! &&&&& the weather is killing me! i just want to on the aircon and sleep all day. my mum took leave ytd and today to make sure i study -.- but she is soooo failing! ahahhahaas! cant wait for tmr(:

iloveyou;

THE SUN COMES AFTER THE RAIN ♥

2010-04-07T21:17:00.003+08:00

you know its so true when people say the sun comes after that rain. well, rumi talked to me,my mum and my dad today(: its finally a time where teachers can see a situation of the students. which is awesome! no more scoldings from mr chew i guess. yay! i have to go for training once a week-every monday i hope. then i can have my 100% attendance. :)))) which means i join leisure. suddenly, i dunt see what so bad about leisure, except not able to join the competitions, which is a sad thing. well, enjoy the game faith, enjoy. mid year is coming soon!(actually i also dunt know when start) but still, its coming! and i have to study, if not sure fail. ugh, i cant get myself in the mood. :( God, Help me

life's bad

2010-03-28T12:41:00.004+08:00

life with u is like a rollercoaster. theres's drastic ups and downs. u seem to hide it well to others but shoot everythng to me. is like with others u can laugh and laugh but with me, u shoot like as if im some aiming board. im tired of this life. really trying to carry this on, but u seem to care less about it. i texted chongjin ytd. he said that maybe u still can trust me yet. well, maybe its true. i got to agree. u also did such a thing before, behind me. i just let a smile out and told myself not to be sensitive about it. why cant u? why must u keep clinging on to it? it wont help anyone of us, and u know it. u are just so sensetive about all the things i do. and whenever i do something, u think think the bad side about it. why cant u treat your friends and me the same way? why do i always have to get this "special" treatment in ur eyes. im getting so tired over it. hate my life. u and my mum are the same. nice infront of others, but treat me like shit infront of me. stupid life.

Dear God,

i dunt understand why im treated this way. im getting so tired of my life. why cant things be better? nothing is going right. God, can u please show me the way? thanks Lord.

Amen.

TERM TWO, WEEK ONE

2010-03-26T21:03:00.002+08:00

i have so many things to say!

say thanks to catherine
how mrs chong torture me
my chinese remindial
amaths supplementary
i was late for school
my cca issue
you you you

okay. so first, THANK YOU CATHERINE! i loveyou mans. love love love lots lots lots! u saved me! I LOVEYOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahahhahahahahahhas!

okay. mrs chong really tortured me. she make me& a few morepeople copy the whole stupid textbook, chapter 1-5. dam crazy luh. i almost died doing it. :( catherine& melina helped me :)))))) love. my hand aches. ugh/

i have to go for chinese remedial :((((((((((thats like a waste of 50mins of my life each week for the whole term. omg, term 2 feels different. alot more remedials and supps :( maybe i should start chionging soon

amaths sup was retarded. i learnt alpha and beta. :) its rather easy and cute. it reminds me of fishes. dunt ask why. :) well, ms chin forgot some stuff stuff and need joel, which is her student, to help her. it was a joke. like seriously. but well, no one is perfect (: i have to TRY to appreciate and like her. if not i will just flunk -.-

i was late for school! havent done my dc. my calcuator is still there! :( i guess i have to go for dc soon..... sian.

my cca issue nt settle yet. lum ping pig want call my mum. wth. is like, why must make until such a big issue? that time for catherine and cassie they also didnt make until call parents. its like very very retarded luh! roar

to you: sorry for making you angry and pissed. im just scared, afraid. i sound alittle humji, but im! sorry. sorry. forgive me okay? x3

ICAMP WAS AWESOME! (:

2010-03-20T12:23:00.002+08:00

i love my group and that freaking dance! im rather lazy to type. just quarelled with beeee. im lazy to type. forgive me beeee....

JOGATHON

2010-03-12T23:02:00.003+08:00

i woke up at fiveeeee today! hahas. its early i know, but yeap, its true. we went to mac today. i ate hashbrown. i think our class tee is cute. as in the colour. hahahahahahahaha. the jogathon was rather annoying. as in the hot hot sun. the sun is like scorchingly hot. dam annoying. the forest inside got monkey.it was rather creepy. i walked, crapped, slacked& ran with catherine the whole time. i think its nice when you have a friend with u when you are jogging at such a creepy place :) anyway, i hate jogathon. its like freaking annoying? went to eat seoul garden with joel, catherine, valere, kassandra, jenny, gerald and tedra. was late for tuition, mum angry

10 MARCH 2010

2010-03-10T18:41:00.004+08:00

you know, there are days where you didnt wish u actually came school? yeap! today is the day for me. i regretted going to school today. maybe things would turn out better? : well, today was rather bad and horrible. it rained early in the morning today which made me rather reluctant to go school. should have just follow my feelings back then and didnt come school! well, i think its too late now. mr chew 'found' me today and he was saying all the weird weird langauges. yeap, i didnt like him anyway. we had amaths and chem test. frankly speaking, i think im gonna fail. point, i didnt study. its like back to back paper? omg. many things happen today. im upset.roar! i wanna watch tv!

i wanna escape and run into my dream world

2010-03-06T12:59:00.003+08:00

im just bored and tired. im having terrible headaches and isnt sure what is happening. my world is spinning around. what the crap? im just tired. i cleaned my floor today. i cant understand how can some people be such a worko. its like, dam tiring. all u see is work. not sian meh? i dunt know whether im the weird one or what. but im tired. really very tired. i wanna sleep. but when i am about to sleep, there would be this particular person asking me to do work.(my mum) i cant tahan staring infront of the stupid book, answering weird questions. like, ROAR! i wanna sleep& tell the stupid books bye bye. ROAR!

everytime, once we talk, you start questioning me.
why are you doing things that way. i cant understand
im really tired of u questioning me.
really very tired.

walk away

2010-02-28T10:40:00.003+08:00

we just talked .
i dunt know whatyou are thinking
but after so long of explaining,
i dunt think u got what i mean
i cant really bear..
i just hope its a fairy tale
and would end with a happy ending
good bye my love,
till we meet again.

:) or :(

2010-02-25T17:36:00.002+08:00

cause im unsure.
i still loveyou i guess
but its best we are not together ;(
no point being so sad and emo
iloveyou as such
oh?
your voice rings in my head
your beautiful voice.
the sweetness of memories
i just wanna cheer up
but wtf?
im sad!
time:12.44pm

i feel so much happier
friends are great medicine :)
laughing pill :)
yay!

love?

2010-02-24T17:52:00.002+08:00

once you found out, u've change.
this is the first time i see u this way.
i dunt like it
saying ily will not help anyway
you are suspecting.
not trusting.
i dunt know what to say anymore....

amaths

2010-02-23T17:23:00.002+08:00

i hate amaths. and amaths hates me! its a two way thing. i hate it badly. its soooo hard and annoyin. the paper today sucks ttm. i dunt know how to do anything except two qns.its like, dam screwed? i know you can tell i really hate amaths. hopefully my graded assignment and class test can pull my grades up. :( die, dying died.

only if amaths was as easy as a.b.c.

TRUST HIS HEART

2010-01-24T17:44:00.002+08:00

All things work for our good
though sometimes we can't see how they could
struggles that break our hearts in two
sometimes blinds us to the truth

Our Father knows what's best for us
His ways are not our own
So when your pathway grows dim, and you just can't see Him
Remember you're never alone

God is too wise to be mistaken
God is too good to be unkind
So when you don't understand
When you don't see His plan
When you can't trace His hand
Trust His heart

He sees the master plan
And He holds our future in His hands
So don't live as those who have no hope
All our hope is found in Him

We see the present clearly
But He sees the first and the last
And like a tapestry
He's weaving you and me to someday be just like Him

God is too wise to be mistaken
God is too good to be unkind
So when you don't understand
When you don't see His plan
When you can't trace His hand
Trust His heart

He alone is faithful and true
He alone knows what is best for you
So when you don't understand
When you don't see His plan
When you can't trace His hand
trust His heart

LAND TRANSPORT AUTHORITY

2010-01-23T10:01:00.002+08:00

three humility went to LTA yesterday. it was fun! but i finally know where all the erp money went. there the building is like soooo nice luh. like some apartment. hahhas! we were hyper and laugh and crap. hahahs! it was fun! :) but i can tell the giude person didnt really like us cos we were too noisy, but who cares. :) the bus ride was freaking fun! :) hahhas! the so call game challenge was very very funny cause everyone was like pressing the red button, not pressing and stuff. hohoho. yesterday was fun! my class most of us is bonded and im loving it :) yay! :) THREE HUMILITY :)

THREE HUMILITY IS LOVE

2010-01-21T19:52:00.004+08:00

My sec three life so far is all homework. it has been long since i last used the computer. i love three humility :) i think we are all hyper and hopefully we are bonded :) THREE HUMILITY IS LOVE!

FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL

2010-01-04T20:42:00.003+08:00

today early in the morning, i overslept. i woke up at like 6.30? i walk into the toilet and a stupid lizard was staring at me. i managed to shoo off the lizard. :D i started washing up. after that then i reaised it was 7 already. crap. i faster chiong out then i realised i forgot my tie. chiong in again. then when i was walking, it started drizzling! wth. rushed to school. walked to the hall, then i realised my class was at the gallery. have to walk up. i walked up and i couldnt find my class. then i saw jenny, melina, kass and pat. when put balls in the storeroom then went back. i immediately went to sit with them. i miss them to the max! had commencement service -.- my form teacher is mdm pecky and ms greenblatt. im sitting with cat :) recess seems weird so long, but nvm, i enjoy! :) sit with 2humility as usual. it seems weird without ramos :( went back to class and had some class games, school rules and class commitee. Jai our class chairman. omg! unbelieveable! cant imagine him telling us to keep quiet. hahas! the market seems so FAR now! crap. I MISS TWO HUMILITY OH NINE! i hope THREE HUMILITY ONE OH is fun :)

ROAR!

2009-12-14T17:38:00.002+08:00

mr chew talked to me today. and again, its about my attendance. damn it luh. i dunt know what to do. he wanted an answer. i dunt know wht to give. i know i cant cope, yet i cant bear to quit. its like... i dunt know. i want to continue, yet i am scared it affects my studies again like this year. if my results for next year remain like this year, i am gonna die! he say i have to weigh like which is more important. but i really dunt wanna quit! neither do i wanna join leisure. but then again, my studies how! i know i cant cope with all the work and stuff. i just cant, i dunt know why either. ROAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

homework .__.

2009-11-30T14:15:00.002+08:00

homework, HOMEwork HOMEWORK! my homework is still not done! i dunt feel like doing. i dunt have the mood to. im having my FIRST tuition after a long long time tmr! I DUNT WANT TUITION! yea, tuition sucks. whats worse, i dunt have the mood to at all! :( DAMN IT! my mum is taking leave sooo often.

twohumilityohnine

2009-11-24T16:43:00.002+08:00

2HUMILITY WILL BE MISS MUCH! its like sad when you see many friends leaving you. not the same class. 3humility'10 is not the same! it would be less bonded, another way of explaining, it will take time to bond. some of them are even unknown to me. like i nvr heard their name before! most likely i saw them before but i dunt know how they are like. the way they act and stuff. it just feels so sad to see to see people different class from me! ROAR~~~~~! catherine same class as me ehs! THATS THE GOOD PART :D yay~~~~! :D hopefully 3humility'10 would be fun. efforts have to be put in though. RAH! i miss twohumilityohnine! ;(

imissyou

2009-11-24T16:41:00.001+08:00

i missyou,
imissyou,
imissyou,
imissyou much much :(

it has been long since i last saw you. imissyou much much :( hope you are alright.

lovee

:(

2009-10-27T13:55:00.003+08:00

today officially out of volleyball.i am upset, alot of sadness. i roughly know why i got out, but i didnt want to . i have to give up my jersey. im upset. the jersey would be gone from my cupboard tmr. i bet it will miss my cupboard and me! although i nvr wanted to quit, or for them to kick me out,i guess i gave the teachers the wrong idea for me quitting. well, the memories will still remain. though i dunt know what cca i should join/ what cca is left, im trying out drama. though it is like totally different from volleyball and it is like "new" to me i would just try it out. well ,they havent say if i can go in, but anyways, i need to see what other cca there is. :(

2009-10-09T16:44:00.005+08:00

monday is science. im slacking. 100% slacking. im very very lazy to do all the work and assessments stuff stuff! today is maths. im so GLAD MATHS IS OVER! :D me and kass were talking about english class just now. coming to think of it, i slacked almost every class. like, seriously. english i always go late with kass. go in already start talking to the 2h people who are not sleeping. chinese always put bag then mia, then come back that time start talking to melina fabian daniel and agnes. maths is always talking to joel, chonjin and valere. science, literature and history im guaikia, i talk less. dnt is SLACK AND TALKING ONLY! all my practical pieces is christabel or daniel help me do. art is talking and more TALKING to chongjin, valere and fabian! music is laughing time HAH! slack. home econs was CRAPPING TIME, half of the time laughing at DAVID LIE! i cant forget the way he cut the chicken. poor thing. Geography was chiong homework timeee, no one listening to anne lua, poor thing! hahahs! actually, what i learn this year? hmmm... nothing much actually. i spend 75% of my time in school talking, sleeping, crapping, laughing and MORE TALKING! 75% only okay! :D talking makes people bond you know :) but i think i was slacking too much. hahahs! oh well, hopefully next year wont be liddat. but overall I ENJOYED THIS YEAR! talking makes people bond, feel relax and hmm hmm hmm. ENJOYABLE! :D :D :D

2009-10-05T12:59:00.002+08:00

five loaves and two fishes

A little boy of thirteen
was on his way to school
He heard a crowd of people laughing
and he went to take a look
Thousands were listening
to the stories of one man
He spoke with such wisdom,
even the kids could understand

The hours passed so quickly
the day turned to night
Everyone was hungry
but there was no food in sight
The boy looked in his lunchbox
at the little that he had
He wasn't sure what good it'd do
there were thousands to be fed

But he saw the twinkling eyes of Jesus
the kindness in His smile
and the boy cried out
with the trust of a child
he said:

"Take my five loaves and two fishes
Do with it as you wil
lI surrender
Take my fears and inhibitions
All my burdens, my ambitions
You can use it all
to feed them all"

I often think about that boy
when I'm feeling small
and I worry that the work I do
means nothing at all

But every single tear I cry
is a diamond in His hands
and every door that slams in my face
I will offer up in prayer

So I'll give you every breadth that I have
Oh Lord, you can work miracles
All that you need is my "Amen"

Take my five loaves and two fishes
Do with it as you will
I surrender
Take my fears and inhibitions
All my burdens, my ambitions
You can use it all
I hope it's not too small

I trust in you
I trust in you

Take my five loaves and two fishes
Do with it as you will
I surrender
Take my fears and inhibitions
All my burdens, my ambitions
You can use it all
no gift is too small

2009-08-20T21:44:00.000+08:00

some people are just soooo nice :D melina,joey,joel,fabian,jinyi,shawn ho,daniel&evelyn! THANKS! hahas! you people are like dam nice luh! i failed chinese, fucking low. dunt wanna say about it. fabian dam nice, he kept telling me to cheer up and telling people to stop asking me why i so sad :D thanks! thats dam nice of you(: melina and joey entertain me in chinese today! hahas! entertainment(: THANKS! LOVES! jinyi, somehow, became the logical one. i dunt know why also. hahas, but yea! he talked to me abt it, kinda cheer me up tooo :D but he very nice luh! those keep getting catch by wong ho yan. wth! daniel and fabian super funny. "smileee" then put their index finger at the cheek there, or whatever its called. hahahs! super cute luh! :D hahhaahs! shawn ho didnt really do anything, its just, his reaction to stuff very funny. kept laughing. :D evelyn went like " failure is the mother of success" hahahs! thanks! :D &&& of cos, joel! :D thanks for cheering me up, although after that kana caught by mdm lee.. but, yea, still thank you

2009-07-18T21:51:00.002+08:00

went for church today :D very long never go le! hahas! miss them :D but i was like super late? evern though i left training earlier for it? super angry, and you know why? thanks to the bus luhs! it took like 20mins to come? wth! so long! plus going to church from my house take like 40mins? ROAR! miss church! miss friends! loves. :D

FIRST DAY OF TERM THREEE

2009-07-07T15:38:00.003+08:00

First day if term threeee is a mess. i woke up at 6.20(okay timing). after that i went to bathe, i cant find the hair dryer! omg! after alwhile still cant find. so in the end, i manually dry it. sian-ed. after alwhile, cant find my phone. wasted time finding my phone for like 10mins? after that found it at the chair. okay. then tied my hair. omg, its still quite wet no choice, had to tie my hair. after that went to school. sign-ed in then realised i havent take out the nail polish, wtf? went to class, sat with kim(: after that ms ng force us change places. so now im sitting beside valere and angelica behind me is christabel, infront of me is evelyn. then after that when for english class. we walked one big round then found the class. new techer, mrs puah or sth. she kept bragging she got A1 for english and chinese for O lvls. wth. then went for chinese, again, we walked one round. chinese was dam slack. talking to melina non-stop. hahahs. recess we had to sit at assigned tables, i feel isolated. and plus, the space they give was so little! hahahs! then after that had science. talked with melina. music was boring. new teacher. sian-ed. no aircon room~~~~! cos air con spoil. hahas! maths was okay. no more sitting with cat le :( sad. CF was dam funny. we had to come up with a song. super funny luh. walaoooo, i laugh until cant stop. we came up with a song. hahas! and ms ng wants to sabo us. idiot. okay, i shall stop here. cos i wanna eat~~~! hahas! havent eat.
loves.

2009-06-25T11:34:00.003+08:00

i didnt realised, my blog is more than ONE YEAR and 1 month OLD! hahahs!
:D

2009-06-25T11:20:00.003+08:00

JUNE HOLIDAYS 2009

mr chew called me ytd. he told me i cant go training cos i went malaysia and came back on the 22th. so must wait till 29th then can go back. im bored here, facing the four walls, dunt know what to do. i havent really started on my homework yet though, i guess i have to start doing. hais. but im currently bored. so many homework is infront of me, i dunt know which one to start with. i only did heymath and english newspaper reflection. sian-ed. i havent started reading a book and i kinda lost my literature paper. must go find already. i dunt know what i have to do for chinese and art. i guess now i have to find info for the history project. sian-ed. i tried to find it ytd, but, erm... kinda fail? i didnt get any info. i finished my science for my part. now only have to merge everything. i think quite cool leh, the heart and stuff. but, hahahs! i scared mine not good enough cos very brief. i guess i have to find more info. hais. my history how? i cant find any info! hais. dying. i think i need find my whole room for my literature paper. omg. faints. i dunt feel like doing my homework sial! omg. i still in my holiday mood. cos, its still the school holiday. but i have to start doing all my homework. hais. i wish i could be in training. its so much more fun then staying at home, facing the four walls and thinking about how many more homework i havent do. hais. sian-ed. why cant they extend the holidays. at least i will have more time to chiong my homework. sian-ed.

2009-06-05T10:59:00.002+08:00

QUICK UPDATE!

i shall make a very brief one(: very very busy this few days. remedials and stuff. but, well, im improving, i guess(: i have been going to my auntie de tuition centre there very day after remedials. and im skipping trainings. i miss training and i kinda feel weird without it. hais. anyway, ya, my uncle have a workshop in their tuition and ask me go. its more like how to remember things and the DISC thing! hah! i already know mine! but, nvm. inside the workshop only have like 7people? all of us are somehow related except one. hahas! they are all dam nice people and is like very fun? enjoyed myself. i sat beside this girl called janice. she was the one who wasnt related. but she dam nice too! though she abit, erm, hyper? hahas! well, okay luh, i shall not comment. she is only p2, which is like 8years old. so hyper, still okay luh. hahahs! but i think she dam sociable. but a few of them dunt like her. hais. then keep blaming her. i think very poor thing leh! but she really can be abit annoying at times. is like tell her dunt touch she still touch! hahas! but, okay luh. she still quite young. i cant expect her to be tooo good and stuff. haha! everyday is like studying hard? omg. my brain like nvr stop thinking about maths, science and history can? faints. im now in my mum's office and is dying in here! hahas! trying to entertain myself on the computer~~~~~~~~! HAHAS!

2009-05-29T16:05:00.002+08:00

HELLOOOOO!
i have been mia for a long long time! today is the last day of school& im stoning at home! hahas! thinking of the past one semester, this semester is like RUSHING through? but yea! happy things and sad things. so yea! school holidays is here! :D

2009-05-09T22:59:00.001+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=piH8dSwT9YA

2009-05-06T22:33:00.002+08:00

EXAM!

GEOG IS HARD~! omg, i think i gonna fail. dying, hais! sian. failure luh! dying. tmr is home econs. prepare to fail. you know, the sch is dam STUPID luhs! they put 2 must study de subject together in one day. you know how hard we students must study and chiong. i chiong like siao luh! dam dam dam pissed off, cos is like must study so much, yet so little time is given. why cant they make one day one subject. &&& to add on, we have our exam in the classroom. I WANT IT TO BE IN THE HALL! hall is soooo much nicer, though very cold also! hahahas. but its nicer luh. hahahas. we cant have our exam cos of swine flu? they say rather 40 people kana better than 300people kana. wth. okay? hahhas! till exams end, and i will be back again.

2009-05-05T13:40:00.002+08:00

EXAMINATIONS!

omg! today exam was TERIBLE! i dunt have time to finish, or to even think of what to write! maybe is because i write too slow or something. but i no time finish sial! just by not doing, 7marks byebye! omg! stupid sial! omg, i really need study le luh &&&&& i rather have my exams in the hall! its quiter, though its colder. hahahs! i have to study le luh! cant fail anymore! tomorrow is science and geog! good luck! :D

2009-04-22T22:07:00.002+08:00

im upset, confused. and i dunt know what to do!
many things are coming at the same time.
i dunt understand why must i go through this.
maybe its part of emotion.

enwerphifpwsg[hp;weqphi9whpiwe4tg!!!!!!!!!

2009-04-15T20:59:00.004+08:00

BINTAN!

on the 10 of april to the 12 of april went to bintan!

day one(:

went to bintan! took boat there. the boat was moving like crazy? hahahs! got in then go find my cousins, went to sat with them while my parents go sit with my auntie and uncles. the boat was moving like crazy. okay, so i ate some sweets then played uno. after playing, everyone was tired, then we went to sleep. suddenly, out of no where, got this very very very loud RINGGGGG sound. was awaken by that. looked out, then realised we reached bintan. i look at my cousins, all show me the blur face. dam cute. then after that, everyone dunt know why, so anxious, stand up so fast. we blur blur stand up too lor. but cos alot of other people stand even earlier than us, they went out first, took us awhile to get out. after we take our luggage, we went to a big big bus which will led us to the hotel/ villa. we almost have to get out of the bus cos there us not enough sits. hahas. reach there at 1. then they told us cant check in. only can check in at 3. ate then go and eat. wanted to play molopoly, but, the set was rather incomplete, so went to find my auntie and uncles at the billard room. played billard, fun fun fun!after that, near three le, so my parents say they go check in first while we wait at the pool. went to the pool to find my other cousins. waited and waited, they havent come! the pool was so tempting. i wanted to gooo in! &&& thanks to my cousin, i got wet, even without getting in! hahs! waited very very long. then my dad came, finally! he say the person forgot about our room! wth. he came with the buggy! :D so cool mans!

i very lazy type le=X

continue some other day:D

2009-04-01T19:54:00.004+08:00

I LOST MY ART FILE! :(
inside have all my art stuff sial~~~~~~~~!
fcuk mans!
i lost it luh!
i very very very upset now luh!
shit mans!
must go find tmr.
:(

2009-03-26T17:20:00.002+08:00

GONE

ytd i had the most tiring match ever! against shuqun secondary school. first set-18:25(if i rmb correctly) second set-33:35. we lost. the game was tiring. seriously. everyone cried after the game. but i know, we leave the court with no regrets. we played our very best today. though we didnt win, we did well. &&& i love my team! everyone went through thick and thin together. but i was really really upset, we lost, just lidat. hais. but nobody is to be blamed. we are, as a team together. so lets jiayou and train hard for next years nationals and north zone! :D

whats done, cannot be undone.

so just look ahead and not dwell in the past.

2009-03-21T20:16:00.003+08:00

CATHERINE+FAITH=LOVEEEE(:

hahas! i like this picture
loves!

from the very nice angle.

its a hanky you know!
compressed one.

2009-03-21T20:10:00.002+08:00

TRAINING!

today's training was -.- my spiking sucks! jonathon keep telling me to extent my hand. roars! i dunt know why lehs! i was like very pissed off with myself luh! dam dam dam pissed. playing match was worse! ziping's service really hoh, dam good! walao eh! the ball moving around like crap! then is like suddenly drop! kns mans! make me move here move there like some idiot! omg! dam paiseh! hahahs! im still not use to the middle court! i cant judge! omg! im so so so dead on tuesday! hahahs! will try my best!

JIAYOU TEAM!
LOVES!

cheer up ramos!
dunt so down!
SMILE~~~~~~~~!
:D

2009-03-18T23:57:00.002+08:00

~同一個遺憾~
by 潘瑋柏 & 紀佳松
作詞：李念和、紀佳松 / 作曲：紀佳松

剩下我們坐在岸邊看著她越走越遠
白色星星迎著海面沙灘好遠
而他的心去了哪裡我們都無能為力
是誰的手能牽他回來

DOES SHE KNOW? DON’T THINK SO
愛上了同一個遺憾恍然明白那時候為何要對彼此為難
TELL ME SHE KNOWS I DON’T THINK SO
我們都不屬於她的愛不能重來的傷害我們都學會了釋懷

兩個朋友一個最愛不可能有的未來
只是結局卻讓我們如此意外 YEAH~
她的決定終於坦白開了玩笑的安排
怪誰的錯我們都失敗

DOES SHE KNOW? DON’T THINK SO
愛上了同一個遺憾恍然明白那時候為何要對彼此為難
TELL ME SHE KNOWS I DON’T THINK SO
我們都不屬於她的愛不能重來的傷害而我們學會了釋懷

DOES SHE KNOW? DON’T THINK SO
愛上了同一個遺憾恍然明白那時候為何要對彼此為難
TELL ME SHE KNOWS I DON’T THINK SO
我們都不屬於她的愛不能重來的傷害而我們學會了釋懷

2009-03-18T22:41:00.003+08:00

THIS HOLIDAY IS SO SO SO BORING.
so many things to do, yet so little time is given! ;(
i wanna go back school!
at least is like more fun then now?
now is like so many homework, and and and, so BORING!
cant wait to see my friends!
its getting so BORING!
hahahs!
FAITH is beginning to like TWO HUMILITY more! :D
is it GREAT? hahahs! :D

2009-03-18T22:38:00.002+08:00

C'DIVISION'09 IS GONNA END! D:

some gonna get kick out, after nationals. no one knows who would be kicked out, so yeas, cherish! those memories would remain and nothing can replace Cdivision'09! i seriously hope all can go Bgirls leh! but i think its too big? D: sad luh! best teammates ever! :D

2009-03-18T22:30:00.003+08:00

sometimes, pretty memories just comes back. talked to priscilla online. omg, its long long long since i talked to her. hahahs! we dunt get to see each other since she went to a different school from me!! hahas! those pretty memories just come back. the crappy-ness, chui-ness. i miss those times. esp after talking to her. hahas! 6.10'07 is missed luh. esp when we get scolded together as a class. dam bonded luh! hahas! i miss xingan! ;( very very very very long never see her le! hahahs! when can we ever meet again? it seems AGES! hahahs! till we meet again! hahhs! faster meet luh..... imissyou leh! i miss many many many things of 6.10'07. i cant believe i actually miss those long talks of mr alphie. i last time HATEEEE the talks, cos he goes on and on, without knowing when its gonna end. this pretty memories of all of 6.10'07 would remain. MISSES!

2009-03-15T21:04:00.004+08:00

UPDATE!

update update update! okay okay okay! i think its time to update, hahas! many many many things happened. its just, im lazy to update mans! hahas!

NATIONALS!

NATIONALS IS GREAT! we are in top8 already! :D the few schools we will be competing against would be bp,fms&&& shuqun. sian! they all dam good. actually, at this point of the competition, all the schools are good. hahhas! JIAYOU TEAM! forget your mistakes! hahas! i just LOVEEEE my team!

LANGFEST!

langfest was crappy mans! dam dam dam funny! we did everything in 10MINS! hahahs! net and chongjin like SQUEEZE into some SMALL SMALL amubulance. dam dam dam funny! ahhas! but but but.... I DUNT LIKE LANGFEST! and ICT is a wate of time mans! hahs! HATEEEE ICT! so so so so so ANNOYING! its a waste of timeee!

still have many many things to talk about. but, hahahas! LAZY TYPE ALREADY! hahahs!

2009-02-28T22:32:00.003+08:00

NATIONALS!

lost! lost to duman sec! :( dam sad luh! i was stuck to the ground! dam sad luh! alot of times is like dam last min? im dam lag! ziping today ask me:

ziping:fay-ful how was the match ytd?

me:bad!

ziping:why?

me: i did badly

its was dam bad luh! must jiayou on monday already! jiayou teamm!

okay okay,

so so so.... yesterday, we went to eat dinner. Cgirls,Bgirls and tabletennis. dam far! all the way to chua chu kang! but it was dam fun! hahas! eveyone was dam high! everytime the person give food must say:shuai!" dam funny! we play many games. then the person that lost must eat a mouthful of food. hahahs! we and catherine play the "sissor paper , stone" game until hand dam red! hahahas! i kept losing to her! so she keep hitting me! roars!went back at 9. our sch(?) chaterted a bus for us to sent us back.the driver dam kaopei luh! cause alot of people screaming, cam woring, talking, walking around then he go stop his bus in the middle of the road abd told us to go out and play then come back. then everyone said:"huh?" then he continue driving off. then guess what? HE OFF THE AIRCON! of cos everyone not happy luh! then he say is we spoil de. then he dunt want on the aircon back. we so noisy and the air con spoil got like totally no link luh! he expect us so quiet meh? sot luh! people human leh! unlike him! he kept screaming at us. please luh , people human leh! not like our sch never pay u right! okay, anyway, reached school. walked to bus stop with catherine . waited for the bus. suddenly saw my chinese tuition teacher. dam funny, then she asked me why i nvr go tuition. then went home

jiayou teammmm!

we can do it!

loves

iloveu

2009-02-28T22:06:00.002+08:00

南拳妈妈 - 下雨天

下雨天了怎么办
我好想你
不敢打给你我
找不到原因
什么失眠的声音
变得好熟悉
沉默的场景
做你的代替
陪我听雨滴

期待让人越来越沉迷
谁和我一样
等不到他的谁
爱上你我总在学会
寂寞的滋味
一个人撑伞
一个人擦泪
一个人好累

怎样的雨怎样的夜
怎样的我能让你更想念
雨要多大天要多黑
才能够有你的体贴

其实没有我你分不清那些
彻别接近还能多一些
别说你会难过
别说你想改变被
爱的人不用道歉

期待让人越来越疲惫
谁和我一样
等不到他的谁
爱上你我总在学会
寂寞的滋味
一个人撑伞
一个人擦泪
一个人好累

怎样的雨怎样的夜
怎样的我能让你更想念
雨要多大天要多黑
才能够有你的体贴

其实没有我你分不清那些
彻别接近还能多一些
别说你会难过
别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉

怎样的雨怎样的夜
怎样的我能让你更想念
雨要多大天要多黑
才能够有你的体贴

其实没有我你分不清那些
彻别接近还能多一些
别说你会难过
别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉

2009-02-28T12:21:00.001+08:00

2009-02-24T19:14:00.003+08:00

JUST ANOTHER SCHOOL DAY.

with fun and craps.

maths test-
i lost SIX marks! go and die mans! roar! thanks to TWO questions! DIED. okay, but i tried my best luh! ALL THE BEST!

science- SCIENCE IS GETTING CHIMMER AND CHIMMER! you know, i dunt even understand luh! and and and, guess what! i wasted 6.00 plus plus on prac book which i already have! WTH LUH! dam stupid! DAM WASTE OF MONEY!

maths-
super funny luh! you know, jinyi kana hit alot of times by ms chung? cos he dun know how to do! hahahs! then cos we talking ma! then kana by her! hahas ! do squats and must say:"i will not distrub ms chung class." dam crap luh! dam funny! i was laughing the whole time luh! not even saying ANYTHING lor! craps.

music-
mrs wong nvr come. AHAVA IS A FAILURE LUH! many people dunt even know where ahava is! FAILURE MANS!

lit -
had some pop quiz. got 3/20! dam crappy! must study for lit already.

cf-
ms ng never come. total mess! the whole class is like dam noisy . like WTH mans! buay tahan luh! DAM NOISY! talk about class teee and the lang fest grouping .__.

after school-
went to hawker for lunch with cass,melina and ramos. using hp then suddenly ahneh came. scare me like hell luh! but he nvr confiscate. HENG MANS! went lib study. crap luh! today lib dam noisy! didnt study much. MISSION FAIL! walked home with ramos and melina. ate ICE CREAM~~~~~~~! :D

nationals coming!
JIAYOU TEAM!
loves'

2009-02-24T19:12:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

13feb-net
20feb-brendi and brenwin
22feb-tan jinyi
23feb-sarahkim

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ALL OF YOU :D

2009-02-20T15:05:00.002+08:00

some stupid subject.

i hate you as a subject.
i have never liked this subject.
studying so hard yet not passing is like making my self esteem go lower.
point, it was never high.
some subject,
i have been failing this subject since like p5? except PSLE luh!
i dunt feel like studying this subject anymore.
no matter how hard i try,
i will never make it.
i feel like giving up!
why no matter how hard i study,
i will never make it.
why issit this way?

GOD HELP ME!

2009-02-12T17:14:00.009+08:00

JAPAN TRIP!

rainbow bridge
it was like dam cold luh!

mt fuji :D

strawberry

love bell :D

the cable car:D unglam! hahahs!

but the turkey realy dam nice and hot, esp when the weather is cold!:D

monkey see monkey do! :D

but im no monkey(:

me and my mum!

mt fuji :D

that character dam cuteee :D

group photo :D

SNOW WHITE:D

the hotel in japan, the window dam small, so is the room!

the pictures are made up with neoprints you know?

dam nice!

the hotel bus :D

mymmy and daddy!

the disney castle:D

a tall tall christmas treee :D

daddy and me! DISNEYLAND :D

the disneyland train :D

dam nice luh!

mummy and me :D

2009-02-06T23:20:00.003+08:00

today we had to go to the classroom to take temperature. RAMOS CAME BACK! but she cant talk. ;( took our temperature. guess what david lie asked? he asked, how come my temperature LO ar? cthen me and melina where like stupid sial! then miss ng say put inside your mouth have temperature, then he sarted telling the whole class his temperature is LO. like, WHAT THE HELL?! okay, anyway, went to locker with melina then walk to the lit room. kana caught my ms ng to tuck in my shirt. she dam funny luh!

ms ng: who give your the lolipop de ar?
me: oh, teammate.
ms ng: wah! who so nice, quite ex leh.
me: yea! she dam nice luh!
ms ng: who give one?
me: teammate.
ms ng: volleyball?
me: yea.
ms ng: wah! not cheap leh! one cos dunt know how much.
me: yea! i know! so sweet right! she dam nice luh!
ms ng: who ?
me: jessmine , 2c de.
ms ng: wah, she so nice?
me: yea! she very nice :D

-end of conersation-

after lit, went for science. mr lim class. he dam funny. he keep telling his stories luh! all dam funny! some no link thats why funny. hahahs! craps. went for recess. we were like sitting on the floor? hahahas! bonding? ROFL! went for english. english was dam dam funny. cos we got some stupid research thing. then either me or chongjin can join kass their join. we both wanted to join their group. so we decided to have 6poeple :D hahhas! &&& we cant find our grammer bulider! brayn took it all for us, but guess what? HE FORGOT HIS CODE FOR HIS LOCKER!! wth right! in the end had to ans question. actually, i didnt ans any. fabian answered for me and i went like ya ya ya, correct. then i sat down. dam crap. then we had to do the group work thing. we were crapping. i was slacking. i then realised Novin's hand can do sth very disgusting! i freaked out okay! hahahs! super funny! i was supposed to hold the paper up, but, hahas, cos net was the tallest, so he hold. hahahs! is people vote de. hahahs! dam slack luh! dam funny also. i kept laughing and laughing. dam funny. brayn returned me my book! thanks! :D(i dunt know how he broke the code) next was geog. mr ang can half way go dunt know where de sial! after sch we had match against WRS. won, 25-8,25-16, JIAYOU TEAMMATES! i must work harder on my timing. i jump too early luh! DAM SIAN! match that time dam nervous sial! my hand was shivering like CRAP! serve one over. hit the so wrong part. i knew it, thats why i screamed. sucks mans! dam sad luh! my spiking also cannot. stress ar, stress. hahahs! after that saw CCHY&PSS play. then saw xinmin and anderson play.
homeeee~~~~~~~!

thanks japan for the lolipop!
ily! so nice of youuu :D

3 more matched to go!
JIAYOU TEAMMATES!

BLESS MY TEAM!

2009-02-04T21:00:00.002+08:00

i just rmb! i wanna blog about church last week.

i went to church. abit late thanks to the bbus. stop every stop! super pissed! then when i reach, sam was like:" good job! u made it here!" i was super encouraged. i just simply love my cell! okay, grace then passed my sth. i look at it, and it wrote, :"Go forword fearlessly. do not think of the red sea that lies ahead. be very sure that when you come to it, the water will part& you will pass over to ypur promised land for it is the promise of God." so sweet right! i was super touched! THANKS GRACE! it speaks to me alot , personally. i think i want to batised now. i know i should, but something is holding me back.

HELP ME GOD!

2009-02-04T20:50:00.003+08:00

RAMOS NEVER COME TODAY!

ACES WAS SUPER FUNNY LUH! you know, we were dam high! hahas! jin xiang was super funny luh! cant believe he will do this kinda thing. hahahs! SUPER CRAP LUH! dam cuteee also. hahahs! today we have science class test. its dam hard. i dunt even know what the hell im writing. MR LIM NEVER EVEN TEACH! he just keep saying his stories. stupid luh! hard maths. maths was super fun. i saw two bird outside. dam cute luh! its like poka dots? super cute. then me and valere saw another bird, very thin. one bird very fat one bird very thin. dam cuteee luh! super funny. i finally understand what ms chung bee chee is talking about, happy happy. recess was super crap luh! melina started questioning the auntie about the ham and cheese bread thing. super funny. then was english, okay luh. no comments, hahahas! chinese was okay. superrr tired. geog was crap. went in less then 15mins come out already. hahahas! today, we had training. trained with juniors. i remember most of their names! played survivior with- eunice, huimin(junior), jingying(junior) jiayou juniors! they can be quite nice i think :D BONDINGGG :D hahahas!

cant wait for match tmr!
JIAYOU TEAM!
we can do it!
ahahas!
im excited! :D

TAKE CARES RAMOS!
imiss you!

2009-02-03T17:55:00.003+08:00

i have many many many things to talk about, okay, first. FAITH IS EXCITED! north zone SECOND ROUND! :D hahahas! excited! :D jiayou TEAM :D SECOND, COMMAN TEST IS COMING! wah, i dam scared luh! is like, SO DAM FAST! 16feb start already! :S
JIAYOU PEOPLE!

i dam pissed off with the sch vendors today. i ask if have ham and cheese bread and they went like, no more, only can sell it on monday. &&& guess whats the reason? cos cannot eat ham , so only monday can sell. LIKE WTF? i asked why and she said the principal says so. then why on monday can sell? monday the ham fresher ar? wtf luh! I DAM PISSED SIAL! i dunt quite like this new principal. he is like.... SO DIFFERENT FROM OUR PREVIOUS PRINCIPAL! she is like SO SO SO much better. I DUNT LIKE MR LIM MANS!

2009-01-28T21:49:00.006+08:00

PICTURES CAN SPEAK A THOUSAND WORDS

ben and faith.

close cousins. love.
JENESSA ONG(:
while she was taking photos of my SHOE~~~!
she very cute right!

victor,ben,faith.
LOVE LOVE LOVE!

victor and faith.
can tell we are 6years apart?

best of the best

faith and daddy!

slacking around(:

faith and mummy!

LOVE!

ahma and me!

iloveeee her<3>

clenton ong!

he dam cute right!

faith and daddy!

LOVE<3> L-O-V-E

clenton and his diamond:D
he is like super cute luh!

JENESSA ONG!

she dam cute luh! <3>dont u agree? WE LOOK ALIKE

2009-01-21T23:09:00.002+08:00

my grandma is BOWLING :D
FAMILY!

faith and kassandra.

LOVES! slacking around while my father takes picture of himself

popo and me <3

[showing me her love when im upset,

laughing around with her,

her teaching me,

those times will be always remembered,]

2009-01-09T16:20:00.003+08:00

i... STILL loveyou

you seem like u are unforgetable in my mind.

i still love you,

though i know that your love, for me, had faded in the thin air.

i dunt feel like hiding it, i feel like telling you.

but i know, telling you, wouldnt make ANYTHING changes.

so, the best is, not tell.

i cant overcome it'

cos i just i wasnt ready in the first place.

whats wrong?

or issit just me that is attracted to you?

i dunt know

actually, i dunt wanna care about it anymore.

to you, im just a obstacle you have in life.

im like blocking your way in your ife.

so, i think i should live on,

knowing that you will not come back anymore.

hard but able to overcome.

im sure its not that hard.

STAY STRONG FAITH!

2009-01-07T20:34:00.006+08:00

FOURTEEN BIRTHDAY!

YAY MANS! IM FOURTEEN! today had been a G-R-E-A-T DAY! enjoyed&touched&shocked&&& many many many feelings. hahas!

i woke up at 5.40AM today! hahas! super early mans! first time. walked to school with chantalle&rayner. MELINA MEVER COME TO SCHOOL MANS! EEYEEERRR~! second day already! ;(

okay, anyway, WHITE SPACE WAS BORING! talking about what happening in sectwo, the nanjing trip and blah blah blah. MR LIM was like super funny? cos nobody was clapping, and he went like, CLAP LUH! dam dam funny. after that was science. SCIENCE WAS BORING! the table beside me is empty! MELINA, WHERE ARE YOUUU? ;(

okay, then it was maths. maths was like super funny? jinyi is called JEAN GRAY! &&& ms chung dunt know how to spell that. ROFL! actually, i dunt know why he is called jean grey. but anyway, yea. cos ms chung didnt know that i was like FOURTEEN, then she said" all of your are thirtenn" then dunt know who out of no where say, "NO, faith is fourteen! " like wtf mans! she asked me when is my birthday, & i went like, today? and she said, oh! okay. then she ask jinyi sing birthday song. WTF MANS! it was like super dam funny. joel sitting behind me! he dam noisy can! keep saying i very old. OLD YOUR HEAD LUH! you then old luh! wth mans! anyway, didnt know ms chung bee chee can be so funny. hahas. then after that is recess.

RECESS IS LIKE SURPRISING TIME! rofl! went for recess. THEY JUST SUDDENLY HOLD A CAKE INFRONT OF ME AND SING BIRTHDAY SONG! SO PAISEH LEH! DURING RECESS WHERE EVERYBODY IS THERE! SO MANY PEOPLE STARING! ahhhh~~~~~~~~~~~~~~! okay, anyways, THEY PUT THE CREAM ON MY FACE! WTH! make my face and hair so oily! hahas! but i am SUPER TOUCHED OKAY! SO SWEET OF THEM! hahhaas! THANKS PEOPLE! ILY!

went for english class. everyone is looking at me. cos im holding a cake, and the flap keep dropping! hahas! ENGLISH is about talking about your goals and stuff luh. chinese SUCKS mans! the teacher dunt allow me go toilet! WTF LUH! say what, i should go before her lesson, bah blah blah. dam kaopei cans! SHE IS LIKE DAM BITCHY? had one hour of TORTURING chinese, then went for goeg. our class thought that we were suppose to go to lvl three, but we were suppose to go to lvl4! hahas! okay, so, cos melina isnt here, pat sat with me.

geog was dam fun luh! mr ang is like pajiao? me and pat were like eating cakes, laughing, &&& even eating cake mouth to mouth. somemore we keep talking and looking into the box, he nvr even see! DAM PAJIAO! stand so near us also cannot see! hahas! dam funny.

school ended. went to bubbletea! ;D buy drinks and stuff. went back. catherine was like dam funny? she dunt allow me go pee! anyway, they bought a cake! and sing happy birthday again! EVERYONE IN THE CANTEEN LOOKING AGAIN! you know, they can sing really loudly! hahas! chuyi prayed for me! hahas! THANKYOU! teammates are like so loved luh! they put cream all over my face,my ear and my hair! even my sch uniform also have! ROARRR! but i had a DAM FUN TIME LUH! thanks TEAMMATES! had training. training was okay, but very tired. ending they sing happy birthday song again. i tell them dunt sing already, but, they will not listen de luh! all the seniors all looking! ROAR!

this is like my BESTEST BIRTHDAY EVER!

THANKYOU LOVESSSSS~~~~~!

THANKS FOR MAKING MY FOURTEEN BIRTHDAY A MEMORABLE ONE!

ILOVE ALL OF YOUR LUH!

&&&

thankyou all those who smsed/told me happy birthday!

SO SWEET MANS ;D

THY LOVE!

2009-01-06T15:58:00.006+08:00

Teardrops On My Guitar

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see
That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be
I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without

Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it's just so funny
That I can't even see anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right,
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night

[Chorus:]
He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly,
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause

[Repeat Chorus]

So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight
He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
He's the time taken up, but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into..

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see.

Teardrops On My Guitar - Taylor Swift

2009-01-06T15:04:00.002+08:00

CRY OUT!

cry out, cos i loveyou.

maybe its just me, but i still love you so.

im trying to convince myself to forget you.

but it takes time.

so now, im trying to smile my way through the hurt in me.

the deep cut.

STAYING STRONG is all i can do now.

2009-01-01T14:40:00.005+08:00

treasure hunt camp!

im in SHIP ISABELA! its actualy a ship that sank. anyway, its just a group name. my group consist of 11 people, including me.

Ian Ng
Veronica Tei
Elton Sim
Joscelyn Wong
Brayn Lee
Pang Ren Hui
Amanda Joy
Benedict Thia
Jemina Lim
Chuang Xue En
YOUR TRULY, Faith Ong

JiaLing is in Whydah. SAD LUH! DIFFERNT GROUP, DIFFERNT BUNK! &&& i only know like FOUR people from my group? anyway ya. started out with GAMES. where we like know each other's name? Elton was like very anti? i ask him whats wass his name as i cant see his nametag. HE DAO ME~~~! he didnt reply&give me those "do i know you?" face. ROAR! anyway, yea. went to the bunk. GUESS WHAT? THE BUNK NO AIRCON, SUPER DIRTY&&&35 PEOPLE SHARE ONE ROOM! WITH ONLY FOUR FANS! once i steped in the place, my reaction was like :" OMG, MY I SUPPOSE TO SLEEP HERE?!" anyway, yea. went for dinner. it was like mixed veg? the food taste okay, but alot of rice . until i cant eat finish. hahas. then thad session. it was on "Where Are You" after that WASH UP! i was thinking, it couldnt be that bad, right? okay! I WAS TOTALLY WRONG! the water have NO HEATER, COLD WATER ALL THE WAY. i almost SCREAM because the water was too cold. its like FREEZING in there luh! Talked with Jialing ALL THE WAY UNTIL ELEVEN! which is like afor about one hour. Then went to sleep. but cant sleep, so smsed jialing all the way until about 1/2. hahahas! God spoke to me at night that day. im happy:D

Dayyy TWO!

woke up at 6.30. Dam dam dam tired. jialing came to my dorm to look for me, then we go to the toilet there together. after that went to the meeting point place for devo&&& BRREAKFAST! then we had session. we were suppose to eat our lunch, but since the food wasnt ready, we crapp or walked around. found jialing then go walk walk with her. we saw sam or rachel, they were singing like crazy and it was like dam loud? everyone was looking. even those from the other church. hahas! then after that had lunch. MIXED VEG AGAIN!hahas. after that we had to think about the skid or whatever how to spell. it was dam dam fun. we were all laughing like crappp. dam fun. had spiritual spa. it was NICE! LOVE IT! abigail prayed for me. so nice of her. had dinner. dinner was dam funny. brayn keep saying the same sentence to our group when we cant finish the food. he keep saying" how can your waste food. people in africa no food you know? aiyoyo." he dam funny luh. then its our durty to collect rubbish today. so the rest go collect rubbish wile me and joscelyn look after the treasure box. brayn was emo-ing the whole time. EMOOO! hahas. then session again. WASH UP:D talked to jialing. then after that smsed her all the way to 1.30. slept.

Dayy threee :DDDDD

woke up at 7. dam tired. then after that had breakfast then, it was GAMES~~~~~~~! games was dam fun. i think the most fun one was the one that me and elton went into the DARK MAZE. you know why? cos it was when i really kow him and was touched. cos i got lost alot of time and stuff. then he help me. he help me find the pebble and get out of the dark place. dam nice of him right! hahas. the other one would be the twister one. my nose became flatter cos i keep putting my nose at red thw whole 15mins . PAIN LEH! benedict became more high. hahas:D he was like screaming the whole time? first time see mans! anyway , it was great to see it thatwayyy :D hahas! ALL THE WAYY MANS! hahas! then had lunch&& talked about our skit. GAMES PART TWOOOO! hahas! veron got hit on her head! but it wasnt on purpose. so she wasnt really angry luh. the tomato one was like omg? hahas! disgusting can? hahas! tomato on my forehead! hahas! then next game, WE HAD DIAPERS ON OUR HEAD! omggg~~~! I LOOKED BOLD! hahaas! it was dam fun and funny. isabela ROCKS YEA! hahaas! then after that had human tick tac toe :DDD hahas! then the last game. the last game was like dam dirty? hahas! cause we had to roll in mud,water,detergent,viniger and stuff. joscelyn almost puke mans! anyway, ROLL over those stuff. i was dirty and disgusting! YUCKY MANS! ahaha ! i cant believe i rolled over, seriously. hahas! we had GROUP HUGGGG! brayn was dam loud and high. ONE, TWO, THREE, ISABELA! ahahahas! ;D we then had water bomb, combine with other teams. hahas! i didnt get really wet because i was wet already. washed up. dam shuang mans! IM NOT STINKY ANYMORE! hhahas! DINNERRRR ;D yay mans! then we had celebration night. me and jemina had the same role. so we were doing everything together. hahas. ILY BABE! hahas! anyway, yea. it was very very EMBARRASSING UP THERE! hahas! joscelyn almost slept. very tired. then after that talked to jialing and eva. watch the rest played card games till 1.30 then went back to room . talked to serena,sherry,amanda,lisa and sarah. crapped till two. then went to sleep :D

day four:DDD

i very lazy to typeeee :D not much anyway. WENT HOMEEE :D YEA YEA YEA :D hahaas!

LOVES TREASURE HUNT CAMP!

2008-12-19T22:57:00.004+08:00

THE NEW BATCH OF SEC ONES!

woke up at 6:30A.M. today! DAM EARLY RIGHT!(actually its normal timing for sch days) left home at 7. waited for catherine at the busstop for 10mins, then reach sch. I THOUGH WE LATE SIAL! in the end, counted early luh. then after that realised need to where shoe. FUCK! I NO SHOE! manage to lend a pair of shoe . but NO SOCKS! &&& NOBODY GOT EXTRA SOCKS! DIE LUH! bo bian, wear the shoes. the new badge of sec ones dam small and cutee luh! but tall one really DAM TALL! rofl! got one auntie dam funny luh!

her: excuse me ar

me: yes?

her: which cca in your sch very famous?

me: erm... uniform group and volleyball .

her: then which sports cca more active.

me:*look at her daughter* volleyball(cause girl ma)

her: so volleyball very active ar?

me: erm.... *paused* yea.

her: will take part in alot of competition one ar?

me: erm... yea.

her: so volleyball take part in alot of competition luh.

me: erm... yea, i think. compared to other cca, i think take part in more.

her: then dance leh?

me: dance?

her: yea, dance. dance active cca?

me: er.... i dunt know. *look at cassie then look back at the auntie* erm... i not very sure.

her: you dunt know ar?

me: yea, i dunt know.

her: then your training how many days?

me: normal school days, 3

her: then dance leh?

me: *look at her with that blank look* erm ... i dunt know. different cca, different.

her: oh, lidat ar.

me: yeap

her: oh, lidat ar? thankyou ar.

me: * smiles*

her:erm... excuse me ar. your school holidays how many training, what day ?

cassie: er... school days is monday, wednesday&saturday.

her: AIYO! saturday have ar?

cassie: yea. then holidays is monday,tuesday,thursday,friday &saturday.

her:AIYO! SO MANY AR?

cassie: er... ya?

her: oh, thankyou

SHE DAM CUTE RIGHT! HHAHAHAS!

THEN THEN THEN, got one girl, call FAITH TONG! hahas! my name PLUS catherine surname!

FAITH ONG,

CATHERINE TONG.

GOT SEE? omg. I was dam happy luh! though i dunt know. ROFL! SAME NAME :D

THEN THEN THEN, got this guy, dam funny!

Benjamin told him to go to the wall there& take off his shoe. he took off his shoe, AND GUESS WHAT HE DID? he walk towards the wall and FACE THE WALL! dam funny! me and cassie saw, ALL LAUGHING! dam funny luh! he never take height and weight before issit? first time see luh! DAM CRAP. kept laughing. laughing all the way mans!

dam funny luhhhh! HE DAM CUTE&&& DAM FUNNY! hahahas!

couldnt go training. tuition. DAM SIAN CAN? WALAOOOO! but i was happy to see people i know in chinese tuition. YAY~~~! :D

2008-12-17T23:12:00.002+08:00

AIMIE LAI JIN YAN! SUNSHINE!
aimieee! CHEERUP! iloveyou! not matter wht happens, i will be there for you. cheerup! maybe things arent just as bad.
SUNSHINE IS LOVE~~~~!

FAITH LOVES YOU SUNSHINE!

i will be there for you, whether rain or shine, windy or cloudy. i will be there for you when u need me.tell me if you are unhappy& i will be there to comfort u.

SUNSHINE, ILOVEYOU

2008-12-10T20:05:00.003+08:00

CATHERINE DEARDEAR!
thanks for being there when i needed you.
thanks for cheering me up when im sad.
thanks for helping me overcome this small fall in my life.
THANKYOUUU MY LOVE(:
ILOVEYOUUUU!

2008-12-10T19:48:00.002+08:00

life without you have to go on

crying over the past is useless, you are not worth my tears. the pst 2months& 2days had been great and i enjoyed it alot. though its very very very hard to get myself together, i believe i can do it and plus, no point dwelling in the past when i know that the true fact wun change. its history. history is meant to be looked back and laugh, thinking of how foolish i was, and its not to dwell within the past. life without you have to go on. im strong, i dunt need u bring me together again.

LIFE IS FULL OF UPS AND DOWNS.

NO POINT DWELLING IN THE PAST.

COS

THE FUTTURE IS MORE IMPORTANT.

FORGET THE PAST,

TRY HARDER FOR THE FUTRE

STRIVE FOR THE BEST FOR THE FUTURE.

2008-11-25T23:14:00.005+08:00

yishan XINGAN!
XINGAN~~! it have been long since we met. meet up soon alright! imissyou luh! if onlyy time could rewind yea. i wanna goo back to the time we had fun tgt! XINGAN! keep our friendship burning, i dunt wanna lose such a great friend like u. ily.

Aimie SUNSHINE!
SUNSHINE! thanks for ur sweetness. so glad that u rmb that i wouldnt be in sg. haha, must miss me okay& i will miss u as much! hahas! must meet up soon ;D if not i cry ar!! hahas! IMISSYOU!THANKS FOR EVERYTHING SUNSHINE! knowing u was great, but, being ur friend was even better. ily

priscilla GREAT FRIEND!
PRISCILLA NG! IMISSYOU! it have been long since we lasted talk/meet. must meet up soon. stay in contact yea. i will be there for u, in good times, in bad times, we will go through it together, i promise. keep our friendship burning, loves

urara ide ELMO!
ELMO! u might be going to another class , im sad. it has been great having u as a GREAT friend. i will treasure the times we had in 2008. MY TABLE PARTNER! I COMFIRM WITH U, IF U GO ANOTHER CLASS, I WILL MISS U A WHOLE LOT! u are irreplaceable. i dunt wanna lose u. if we go diff class, MUST meet during recess okay! if nvr i will be dam sad luh D; elmo,iloveyou. may we be together, through thick and thin, i will be there for u. when u are sad, im sad, when u are happy, im happy. u would never be replace, NEVER EVER be replace. ILOVEYOU!

clique!
THANKS FOR BEING THERE WHEN I NEEDED SOMEONE . I WOULD TEASURE THE TIMES WE HAD,TEARS,JOY. when i recall the day we first met, i laugh. i cant believe that we could get together so well. i still can rmb all the thoughts that went through my mind when i first saw all of your. its a time that is worth the while trying to remember. YOU GUYS ARE IRREPLACEABLE! it remember the first day of sch where we didnt know each other& now, we are close. 2008 was GREAT! make 2009,2010&2011 as great or even better okay. iloveyou people! IRREPLACEABLE LOVE!

TEAMMATES
teammates, it was great bonding with u guys as a team. 2008 is a year that couldnt be forgotten. it has been a year. so fast, it passed by. hope that we can be teammates for 2009,2010,2011. bonds that never breaks,loves

2008-11-20T16:13:00.002+08:00

FAITH IS SAD!

i feel terrible luh. many thing screwed up this week. today match, SUCKS! lost. 3sets. sian. I HATE HATE HATE PLAYING THREE SETS GAME! so long then u will know u won or lost. i know i am quite impatient by saying it, but its true lor! my service sucks luh. i dunt know what happen! i missed a total of 3 fcuking balls luh! i dunt know what happen. it was alright during training, but somehow, i couldnt serve during real match. wtf happen?! dam pissed off with myself. in the match, i seriously felt like crying. but i couldnt. in match ma. hold back all my emotion. lost, immediately, i cried. of course not burst into tears luh. just few drops of tears drip. afterall, no point crying over spilled milk right? hold back. i know i personally did badly. thanks to my service . i seriously didnt know what happen. it was fine during training. it was fine during first set. but, second and third set, GONE CASE! fcuking angry with myself. whats wrong with my fcuking hand? pissed. CANT GO SECOND ROUND! wth luh! WALAOOOOO! we could have played! HELL! dam upset. roar! we lost to anderson sec also. close fight, so i didnt really cry/pissed with myself and stuff. but this, i made alot of stupid mistakes which i wasnt suppose to make! i dunt know what happen. i hope its just a bad bad bad dream. wake me up please.

mummy told me that my grandma was going through a minor stroke. im sad. i dunt want her to leave me. it might be fatal. cos its her second stroke. thats not good. grandma is in a bad mood. she always give my mum her black face to see. mummy is angry. when mummy come home, she would shout at me. sometimes, i dunt even know what wrong thing did i do. daddy come home, hungry. mummy was still cooking. it was quite late then. daddy screamed at mummy for not cooking earlier. cos he is hungry. mummy wasnt happy, of cos, who likes to get scolded? mummy is sad,daddy is angry. i didnt know what to do. so i acted like a mute person at home. i nvr talked unless they asked me questions. its kinda hard not talking , but, with the house situation, who dared to talk. my mum didnt dare to talk. daddy just keeps talking& i just agree to let him know im listening. terrible. i dunt know why m i going through all this day in, day out. im just kinda bored of having this daily routine after daddy comes home. its kinda boring & im sick of it. sometimes, i just felt like shouting at someone, to make me feel better . maybe it helps? i just wanna escape from real life, runaway to my happily ever after world. as i get more mature and more mature, i realised that life cant be like fantasy, happily ever after. one day, u still woud have to die, the only question is, when?

urara might be going another class. im sad. ELMOO IS SO SMART! she got fourth in our class. im happy for her. but, leaving me? im sad. URARA IDE ! i will miss u if u go another class! rmb ar, must meet during recess okay. dunt abandon me ar! hahas! i will miss u elmo! lovesyou luh! IMISSYOUUUUU!!!

<3>

2008-11-17T10:01:00.002+08:00

im like damm scared&confused now luh!
my parents saw a picture of me&_________ which is a pic from_______ blog. i nvr save on my com. somehow, it handed on my com. i didnt even know how come lidat luh! its like they guess ask me if i got___________________. then i shocked. like how did they even know la! then they saw they saw a pic on the com. but the point is, I DIDNT SAVE IT IN MY COM! how come lidat? i was very very very confused then. then after that, i told my father that my friends dared me to_______________. then my father say they dared me then i do, means if they dare me to eat shit i will also eat luh! then i replied, no. then they very angry(?) with me. i didnt even know how it landed on my com luh! it was landed lor! i felt dam dam dam confused luh! at night deleted ___________msg. cos they keep checking on me! I HATE PEOPLE TO CHECK ON ME LUH! i really feel like telling them YA U ARE RIGHT! of cos i dunt want luh, but this is like driving me crazy luh! i feel very tired hiding it. its like a heavy burden. seems weird, but its true luh! they nvr ask me, i still wun feel anything luh, at least not so heavy, budden, they like ask me and stuff. i really dunt feel like hiding le luh! if this goes on, i really becoming crazy le luh! I JUST WANNA LIVE A NORMAL LIFE. NO SECRETS, NO HIDING. issit seriously so hard? aiya , I DUNT KNOW, I DUNT KNOW, I DUNT KNOW. I DUNT FEEL LIKE CARING ANYMORE LUH! just let it flow luh! natural takes its course. why cant it be lidat. wun life be easier? issit that hard? aiya, i dunt know, i seriously dunt know. i m confused,messed up. life without a meaning is meaningless.

2008-11-15T21:26:00.003+08:00

monday(:
SAW AIMIE TODAY! :D happy happy(: saw her played against sembawang. reminds me of primary sch! AIMIE LAI, IMISSYOU LUH! hahahas! anyway, i cant find my ezlink card! told mr ang. i thought i couldnt play! in the end, mr ang say can! YAY! played THREE sets! won first set. all zi high luh! DAM HAPPY=DDDD first set that we won! hahas! then second set, lost DD; third set was only 15POINTS(i thought it was 25) many things happen. WRONG SERVER! we were actually leading/catching up. then WRONG SERVER! WTF! minus one point! AHHH DD; but in the end, manage to catch up=DD so, conclusion, won, BUT it was a close fight. didnt manage to talk to aimie much DD; AIMIE LAI! MUST MEET UP AGAIN!

CHEER UP ADELINE! DUNT GIVE UP! TEAMMATES ARE ALWAYS HERE FOR U! LOVES!

FAST FORWARD!

saturday(:
I HATEHATE HATE TODAY!
woke up at 10plus. smsed boy. ate my branch. then came out, chantalle asked me where im. i tot i was late! actually, i was. she in the end still in seasons park. waited for her. walked together! cassie and catherine nvr come. couldnt contact them. training today was ... okok luh. NO COMMENTS! just before match, eunice helped me to tell coach i not feeling well. THANKS EUNICE. sit there, STONE! feel dam pathetic there luh! watched them play match . after that felt btr. served, then dafang with joey and elaine.

ELAINE ! DUNT GIVE UP! U ARE GREAT! DUNT KEEP THINKING U ARE NOT GOOD! DUNT GIVE UP! JIAYOU KAYS! TEAMMATES ARE ALWAYS HERE FOR U! LOVES!

catherine! come back soon yea! miss u in training! LOVES!

2008-11-06T12:40:00.003+08:00

wednesday!

went out with aimie&tiffany. aimie called me at like 10? being dam tired, i ignore her call once. then after that, she call again. the phone was ringing!! cant stand it, so i answer her call lor. she asked me if i want go out. cos my mum will be at home the whole time. i said okay. dunt want stay at home anyway. eat, get change and stuff. 12 already. callled boy. boy still sleeping. what a PIG! hahas! anyway, went to YCK station to meet them. SAW AIMIE AND TIFFANY! happy happy. boy sms me back. then after that, he called me. i told him i cant meet him. he told me i pangseh him. i didnt okay! at least i told him mah. he said ok lor. went hougang mall(: went to eat long john silver. FIRST TIME EATING IT SIAL! after eating alwhile. full already. aimie was dam cute can! cos tiffany said that she want to toilet. then cos aimie dam full le ma. so she go put half of her left over fries in tiffany's tray. dam funny. plus the drinks also. cos aimie thought tiffany's drink is coke also. but actually. it wasnt. went to mini toons! CRAP! play around. then buy sweets(: hahas! then after that went to mini toons. AIMIE WAS DAM CUTEE! SHE WAS LIKE LAUGHING LIKE CRAZY LUH! first time see sial! go to :aimie's blog to see what we talked about. then went to the store beside the arcade. the person dam kaopei! you can see what we talk about on her blog too(: then after that, went to arcade , cos aimie one. hahas. play the sweet machine thing thing. had 47 sweets! THEN ONE GIRL GO STEAL ONE OF THEM! STEALER! then went to playground. slack. then goo homee. on the way home, GOT LOST! wth! talked to boy on the phone. i thought i miss the stop, so i asked a guy behind me. he told me still about 2 stops. THANKS! then after that talked to boy(: lost in HOUGANG! first time hear right! then after that i turn here turn there then finally reach the busstop . HAHA! IM NOT LOST! boy pei me talked on the phone. THANKS BOY! he missed two mrt because of me. PAISEH SIAL! hahas. then after that went home. PRIMARY SCHOOL DAYS IS LOVE!

LEE YISHAN!
xingan! ILOVEYOU LUH!
must meet up soon!
&
u must grow up! say i grow older! is grow to more mature okay!
hahas !
OLD! wtf! make me sound like some 50YEARS OLD PERSON!
people thirteen only okay!
hahas!
ILOVEYOU!
MEET UP SOON YEA!
LOVES!

2008-11-03T23:09:00.001+08:00

I MISS LEE YISHANN~~!

yea yea yea, imissher alot alot alot! hahahs.she saw me today! but she nvr tell me hi! she called me and told me! wth! she told me i was walking too fast! LOL! PS LUH! PEOPLE GOING LATE LE MAH!

ILOVEYOU XINGAN!

TILL WE MEET AGAIN!

XINGAN IS LOVEE ♥

2008-10-31T12:17:00.003+08:00

VOLLEYBALL! :D

yesterday, we played against unity sec. lost ;x must jiayou for under13! :D ilove my teammates! after the match, cos we lost, we did 50 wei(s) it was dam funny luh. cos it was pain, everyone was shouting out the numbers. dam funny. after that, played da fang with joey, elaine&catherine. play half way then mr ang scolded us, cos it was about 2.45 and we have to be at school by 3.30!change shoe then walked to busstop. cos we were dam hungry, mr ang bought us bread. THANKS MR ANG! onthe way dam crap and funny. laughed alot. went back to school. had the mental training thing. during the mental training, jiayi asked us for the first aid box. we then realised we left it at HOUGANG! hahas! for mental training, we had to do a volleyball journal. cos i dam lazy write, i shall type it out(:

volleyball training was erm.. alright today. i cant set properly. my hand move too fast before the ball set in i guess, cos thats what jonathon always tell me. after setting. we formed a circle and tried to jie to one another, using TWO balls. meaning, two balls will be in the circle. dam funny dam fun also. we kept laughing. then after that we had to spike.it was okok luh. partner catherine, chantalle and eunice. then after that we played survivior . team with cassandra,sijia&eunice. fun and funny(: then after that we had tineng. had to do8 wheelbarrows. finished all eight(: then after that went to cheers to meet the others from our class to go class chalet.

CLASS CHALET:D

we took bus 72 instead of taking mrt cos xinping said it was shorter. actually, i think its about the same. anyway, we were dam noisy, until people want take picture. omg luh. LOL! reached there, FINALLY! im happy to see my classmates again(: went there alwhile then melina got to leave:( played volleyball :D gerald was dam funny. funnnn:D it was like 11.30 already? and mummy's still not here! :( waited till 12! STILL NOT HERE~~! then they told me, they were still at home -.- in the end, valere's dad brought me home. OH , THANKS SO MUCHHH~~~! conclusion, had FUN in the class chalet! I WILL MISS ALL OF U! HOPE WE WUNT SPLIT UP! one humility oh eight is LOVE~~

2008-10-29T17:28:00.005+08:00

continued on 31OCT

tagged by aimie sunshine(:

A.Ppl who have been tagged must write their answers in their blogs.

B.Tag 8 ppl to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse.These ppl must state who they are tagged by and cannot tagthe person whom they were tagged by.

C.Continue this game by sending it to 8 other ppl

yishan'
cassie'
melina'
catherine'
urara'
joey'
elaine'
denise ramos'
1]What have you been doin recently?
playing volleyball, using computer, watching tv, sms-ing, blogging.
2]Do you ever turn yr cell phone off?
when it auto shut down lor.
3]What happened at 10am today?
sleeping.
4]When did you last cry?
the day brefore ytd, when something dam bad happened.
5]Believe in fate/destiny?
?
6]What do you want in yr life now?
many many things(:
7]Do you carry a umbrella when it rains or just put up yr hood?
none, unless my mum nagg at me.
8]Whats yr favourite thing to have on yr bed?
my stuff toy! :D
9]What bottoms are you wearing now?
shorts.
10]Whats the nicest thing in yr inbox says?
oh, many many:D
11]Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
i dunt know.
12]Are you wearing anything borrowed frm someone?
nopeee:D
13]What was the last movie you caught?
ermmm... i cant remember.
14]What are you proud of?
myself:D
15]What does yr oldest text msg in yr inbox says?
it was a calleralert.
16]What was the last song you sang out loud?
take a bow.
17]Do you have any nicknames?
many many(:
18]What does yr last receive text msg says?
catherine- tmr wear wat ar? Reach there at wat time?
19]What time did you go to bed last nite?
2.05AM =X
20]Are you currently happy?
okok luh..
21]Who gives you the best advice?
i dunt know.
22]Do you eat whipped cream straight frm the can?
nopee
23]Who did you talk on the phone last nite?
my friend(: &boy.
24]Is something bugging you now?
yea =X
25]What/who was the last person to make you laugh?
my mummy:D
26]Do you wear toe socks?
yuppp
27]Who was the last person you missed a call frm?
boy.
28]Have you ever had your heart broken?
yupp =X
29]What annoys you most in a person?
i dunt know.
30]Do you have a crush on someone?
u say leh??
31]Have you ever done cocaine?
nope.
32]What is the colour of yr room?
rainbowwwww:D
33]Would you kill someone you hate for a billion bucks?
no! i will feel guilty.
34]Do you believe in the saying,'Talk is cheap'?
yea!
35]Who was the last person to lie in yr bed?
i, me, myself :D
36]Who was the last person to hug you?
ermm... i cant remember.
37]Did you see the last person you kissed?
??
38]Do you have a life?
im human.
39]Have you ever thought someone died,when they didnt?
huh?
40]What is the reason behind yr profile song?
profile? on friendster?
41]Who was the last person you saw in yr dreams?
i cant remember.
42]Last time you smiled?
now:D
43]Have you changed this year?
i cant judge.
44]What are you listening to rite now?
the birds outside.
45]Are you talking to someone while doing this?
nope
46]Do you walk with your eyes closed or open?
open?
47]Is there a quote you live by?
yea. "what goes around,comes around"
48]Do you want someone you can never have?
i dunt know.
49]Have you ever played an instrument?
yupp
50]What was the worst idea you've had this week?
erm.. i dunt know.
51]What were you doin last nite at 11pm?
playing volleyball
52]Are you happy with your love life rite now?
should be.
53]What song best describes yr love life?
erm... i dunt know.
54]Does the person noe you like him/her?
yea.
55]Who always makes you laugh?
Many people.
56]Do you speak other languages other than english?
yea:D
57]Favourite websites?
i dunt know, blogs&friendster maybe?
58]Whats yr middle name?
Faith Ong Hwe Ching. which one is the middle name?
60]What do you think you are like?
i cant judge
61]Who will you choose to die with?
good question, i dunt know.
62]Where have you been today?
the hospital
63]What game do you play often?
maple( recently)
64]Who are you missing now?
many people!
65]If you had to choose between your fren or your lover which will you choose?
can i not choose?
66]What are you doing right now?
doing this?
67]Which primary school are you from?
ANDERSON PRIMARY SCHOOL! :D
68]Name 3 colours that you like?
blue, black, purple
69]What emotion do you like to show?
erm... i dunt know?
70]What is yr life to you?
adventureee(:
71]If you have something bothering you what will you do?
smile
72]Who did you last chat on msn today?
JENNY MA <3>

78]What colour did you use to dye yr hair?

i nvr die my hair B4

79]Why are you doing this test?

cause aimie tagged me?

80]What do you do when you are moody?

listen to music(: /smileee(:

81]At which age do you wish to get married?

when im ready?

82]Who is more important to you?

more important then?

83]If today was the last day of your life what would you do?

wah, many things leh!

84]Who is the person you trust the most?

who are the people can? cos there is more then one..

85]Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?

YESSS:D

86]If you had a dream come true what would it be?

for everyone to live happily ever after.

87]What is your goal for this year?

Good results/stay in express/main6(:

88]Do you believe in eternity love?

maybe ?

89]What feeling do you love the most?

Happy! :D

90]Do you think its Global Warming now?

YESSS!

91]What feeling do you hate the most?

being hated. a feeling of rejection

92]You like doing quizzes?

okok luh.

93]Do you believe in God?

YESSSS:D

94]Who cares for you the most?

My parents?

95]What do you think is the most important thing in your life?

HavinGG FUN!

96]What will you bring when you fight?

i dunt know.

97]What have you regretted doing your whole life?

not studying for PSLE

98]What would you do if nobody cared for you?

nothing?

99]What would you do if your boyfriend/girlfriend two-timed you?

byebye, boyfriend

100]How do you feel now?

Normal?

2008-10-29T15:41:00.002+08:00

IM BORED!
im in my mum's office! the com here dam damdam slow! omg~~ cos its like WINDOWS 98? omg! dam dam slow! im bored. boy is down with a fever! :( get well soon boy! I LOVEYOU OKAY! :D smsing melina now(: hahas. imissher! cant wait for chalet tomorrow! then i can see all of them! hahahs! i miss them! :D hahs. im bored! mummy is doing her work. she ask me to go her office, actually want bring me out, then, in the end, she got something to do. so, im here, in her office,dying of boredom! boy is sleeping. take cares boy! today have no training. not use to it siaL! its like, for the pass few days, i have been seeing volleyball daily, even sunday, but, today,nvr! dam not use to it. feels weird. like something is missing. somemore, cant see my teammates! talking about teammates reminds me of cassieee! imissher alot! though i just saw her ytd. she very long nvr go training le! MISS HER CRAPS! hahahs! she is sick ma :( imissher! holidays can be torturing. i miss everyone in one humility oh eight! the memories we had cant be replaced! esp with the cliquesss<3 oh, imiss them! hahas! one year pass, i miss 6.10'07 too! it have been long since i last saw them! family nite! but xingan and priscilla didnt go:( IMISS THEM SIAL! xingan, iloveyou&missyou! LONG TIME SINCE WE MET! but our friendship still stay as strong as ever! ILOVEYOU! keep our friendship burning(: ILOVEYOU! LOVE LOVE LOVE YOU! hahas!

boy, take cares! get well soon(: ILOVEYOU!
cassie, get well soon! IMISSUU! esp ur craps! hahahs! I WANNA SEE U BACK AT COURT!
leeyishan, IMISSYOU! lets meet up. 1year, 6days and counting! XINGAN! ILOVEYOU!

2008-10-28T23:48:00.002+08:00

today we had our SECOND MATCH of under 16(: lost ;x nvm, experience mahhhh(: hahahs!
HAD FUN with deardear todayyyy(: after match, cos suddenly training cancel, we went out~~(: went to mac:D hahas! i loveeeee spending time with deardear ! hahas! after that, cos she wanted to go to the time zone, we went in there. got CHASE out by the person , saying what no uniforms are allow, blah blah blah. we wearing jersey also cannot! wth. walked out then saw FOUR of our seniors! crystallow,weilin,hejun& estella(sorry if i spelt it wrongly) they also got chase out. they were dam funny! kept laughing. after that, went to mini toons by couple handphone pouch with deardear! took us dam long luh! hahahs! then after that, trained home. took me long to reach home. 45min PLUSSSS! wth!

will miss one humility for sure! THE FRIENDSHIP WE HAD CAN NEVER BE REPLACED! oh, i will miss them! hope we all go same class! hahas!
ONE HUMILITY OH EIGHT IS LOVEEE<3

iloveyou boy! MEET YOU SOON!
deardear is LOVEEE~~~
get well soon cassie! IMISSYOU! <3

2008-10-26T22:42:00.003+08:00

UNDER 16(:

under 16 was held TODAYYY(: i played like SHIT! omg! SUCKS LUH! my hands are to shorttt! I WANT LONGER HANDS! a few cm reach the ball le leh! ANNYOING RIGHT! huitien was dam ZAI! today, we played a match, AGAINEST OUR VERY OWN SENIORS! lost, as expected. but we tried our BESTTTT(:

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i woke up at like 8AM(?) i wanted to sleep back, but after a saw a cockroach, i freaked out! cant sleep back. smsed boy, then go eat my breakfast. wtach television and play com alwhile, eat my lunch(: i was about to eave then my mum told me must bring this, must bring that! make me find so long for the stuff! ROAR! went out of house. went to the bus interchange there & saw joey,elaine, adeline and xinping(: they bus came fast, then board the bus. xinping and elaine was like entertaining us the whole journey. on the bus also have one group of volleyball players, from sembawang sec. so we said that if the stop at that busstop, we must stop too. followed. but in the end, we got see the hall luh. went in there then dunt know which hall to go. after alwhile. saw all the rest. chat chat alwhile, then went in . mr ang told us wrong timing! ROAR! he told us start at 4.30 when it was starting at 3.30! blur luh! anyway, started. i still cant serve the ball correctly, sometimes can, sometimes cannot. pissed. jonathon told me i must practice on it ._. the match ended quite fast. but we tried our best okay! :D after our match, watch our senior's match. jiayou seniorsss! dunt give up(: after that walk to my grandma house with catherine. we walked ALOTTTT! but, cos we walk and talk, it seems DAM SHORT! i didnt even feel tired . shocked. hahas! ILOVEYOU CATHERINE!

iloveyou catherine tong!

get well soon cassie LEONGGG(: I<3u!>

boy, IMISSYOU! cant wait to see you boy! I<3u

JIAYOU TEAMMM(:

2008-10-23T15:22:00.003+08:00

HAPPY ONE YEAR XINGANNNN!

me and xingan(yishan)'s ONE YEAR(: hahaha! YAYYYY~~~! im happy(: hahaha!

TODAY is the LAST day of the STUDYING year! OMGGG~~~! cant believe! LAST DAY OF SCHOOL! :( IM SADDDD! i will MISS one HUMILITY de lor! LOVEABLE(: hahaha! 2008 had been a great year. although i dunt know them VERY VERY VERY well. we turned out to be GREAT friends! HAHAHA! iloveyou babes! hahaha! IF, we really go to a differnet class, I WILL STILL LOVE/MISS YOU! your cant be replaced in my heart and had BECAME A CHAPTER OF MY LIFE! being with your for one year was GREAT! hope that our FRIENDSHIP would LAST! FRIENDS FOREVERRRR!

TODAY! before going school, RAIN! ROAR! went to school later then usual, but, sttill early. URARA AND PATRICIA NEVER COME! :( early in the morning, GOTT SCOLDED BY MDM LEE! she scolded us, wehn its ike not our fault? its like the PA fault luh! OR their speaker too lousyyyy! HAH! got asked to sing the national athem A HUNDRED times! WTF~~~~! just because we last cass, she always aim us. 1DEEE also nvr sing! just because they best class, get all the ADVANTAGE! DAM UNFAIR RIGHT! anyway, sat with melina the whole day!! our principal leaving us, coming a new pincipal. hope he is a good principal! of not, SURE DIE! hahaha! mrs tan is a good principal. she tried us like her own. good hoh(: hard to find leh! (: HAHAHA!

HAPPY ONE YEAR XINGANNNN!

ILOVEYOUY

ILOVEYOU BOY!

HOPE TO SEE YOU SOON(: Y

2008-10-22T21:41:00.002+08:00

TOMORROW IS ONE YEAR WITH XINGANNN! Y

TOMORROW IS ONE YEAR WITH XINGANNN!

IMISSYOU XINGANNNN!

MUST MEET UP!

IMISSYOU! ILOVEYOU!

2008-10-22T21:26:00.002+08:00

CHEER UP, MY LOVE!

BABE, CHEERUP! maybe things arent just as bad as u think they are. DUNT LEAVE THE SCHOOL! I DUNT ALLOW! u dunt care, I CARE! i dunt want u to leave the school! U CANNOT LEAVE! & dunt think of doing the OTHERS! DUNT U DAREEEE! CHEER UP OKAY? NO MATTER WHAT, I STILL LOVEYOU OKAY! YOU WILL NEVER BE REPLACED IN MY HEART!

2008-10-22T13:37:00.002+08:00

whats the meaning of scared?
http://dictionary.reference.com/browse/SCARED?o=0

i feel dam _______ now!
IM SCARED ' I FEEL LIKE CRYING NOW!

I M SCARED I CANNOT GO EXPRESS
I M SCRAED I WILL GET SCOLDED BY MY PARENTS

WHYYYYY??

miss ang say i have to pass at east 5 SUBJECTS! and i think i canot pass more then FIVE! i only pass, ENLISH, MATHS ,CHINESE,HOME CONS & DNT. but all, JUST PASS! omg! GO AND DIE LUH! im scared! KNSSSS! GOD , HELP ME! i cat sleep WELL! omgggg!

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I CANT EWAIT FOR THE CLASS CHALET ! hahaha! though i cant stay over, STILL, WILL HAVE FUN DE LUH! one day before getting my results, MUST HAVE FUN! then even if i get scolding, i wont feel so SADD! hahahaha! ILOVE BOY! imiss him! TOMORROW LAST DAY OF SCHOOL! I WANT STAY IN THE SAME CLASS AS THE PEOPLE IN ONE HUMILITY!

ONE HUMILITY IS LOVEEEE Y

I-LOVE-YOU-HUMILITY-IANS!

ANG QI XIN PATRICIA
ANGELICA SEE RUI XIAO
CHIM SHU MIN
CHOO JOO HIOK MYRA
CHOO MEI FANG
CHRISTABEL TAN HUI SHI
FAITH ONG HWEE CHING
GREFORIOU VANESSA EMILY
HENG PEI SHAN AGNES
KASSANDRA CHER WEI YAN
KIM JU EN SARAH
MA CHEUK YEE JENNY
MARY DENISE RAMOS
NG CHANTALLE
NG SHI WEI VALERE
NG YAN XIN
ONG JING HUI
POON PHUI YENG MELINA
SOON YU TONG
TAN SZE MIN SARAH
URARA IDE
WENDY YEOW WEN YEE
WONG XINPING
BOEY JIA EN BRANDON
BRENWIN ANG LIEN JIE
CHEO ZHAN HONG BRAYN
CHING YEE HONG JOHN
CHUA CHONG JIN
DANIEL TAN JIAN PING
GERALD LIM BING XIAN
GOH HAN QING GABRIEL
HENG LI WEI
KEITH TAN SHAO WEI
KWAN MUN FAI FABIAN
NICHOLAS YAN JIA MING
NOVIN ANG CHEE PING
OOI SHAYN DERN
TAN JUNYANG TIMOTHY
WEE JIN XIANG
WING PEI ZHI EDWIN

thats our class LIST! hahaha! HOPE WE WOULD BE SAME CLASS NEXT YEAR(:

OH ONE HUMILITY OH EIGHT!

2008-10-22T13:30:00.004+08:00

TOMORROW:

1 YEAR WITH XINGAN!
LAST DAY OF SCHOOL!

omgggg! SO FAST RIGHT! i still wanna class photo! I HAVENT HAD ONE YET! I WANT STAY IN EXPRESS !

WISH ME LUCKKKKK!

2008-10-21T20:36:00.004+08:00

teammates, oh so loved

deardear!
aiai!
elmoooo<3
the usuals<3
CASSIE LEONG! <3
CLIQUEEEEE<3

(i want a class photoooo! )

ONE YEAR PASS TOO FAST TO BE TRUEEE!

ONE YEAR PASSING BY! SO FAST RIGHT! omggggg! its like very very very FAST luh! i will miss ONE HUMILITY OH EIGHT! i want the same people in my lcass, NOT ONE TO BE LESS! one year le luh! OMG! sad luhhh!

2008-10-21T20:07:00.004+08:00

2 MORE DAYZ!

2 more days, ONE YEAR WITH XINGAN! omg, im happy(: hahaha! XINGAN!ILOVEYOUUUU! hahahaah! 231007 is loveee(: MUST MEET UP AR! ILOVEYOU XINGAN!

2008-10-21T19:43:00.002+08:00

"Wake Me Up When September Ends"

Summer has come and passed

The innocent can never last

wake me up when september ends

like my fathers come to pass

seven years has gone so fast

wake me up when september end

shere comes the rain again

falling from the stars

drenched in my pain again

becoming who we are

as my memory rests

but never forgets what I lost

wake me up when september ends

summer has come and passed

the innocent can never last

wake me up when september ends

ring out the bells again

like we did when spring began

wake me up when september end

shere comes the rain again

falling from the stars

drenched in my pain again

becoming who we are

as my memory rest

sbut never forgets what I lost

wake me up when september ends

Summer has come and passed

The innocent can never last

wake me up when september ends

like my father's come to pass

twenty years has gone so fast

wake me up when september ends

2008-10-18T22:25:00.003+08:00

tiffany and faithh (:
SUNSHINEEEEE(:
FRIDAY WAS FUNNN! hahaha! aimie, tiffany and adeline came to my house the pool play,slack(: had funnnn! ILOVE THEMMMM! primary school days! hahaha! ILOVE THEMM~~~~ (: